希望

希望可以快点可以有自己的事业。。。和妈妈一起住，真的很不想再理开她。。。 想听她的声音时， 想见她。。。想看看她。。。

feeling1

i understand currently i dont have money a lot... so she cannot waste it for happy and married together. i very understand everything b4 she told me that. why i still wanna hold on her again, why i don want just let go.... even in the future she also not im the one...
i really scare hurt and sad.... is very pity... i cant do my work always keep tear out from my eyes...
can god pls help me?
can anyone of here can help me?
handsome now a day in the world is useless....
is that handsome ppl is useless?

A deep feeling

Feel something will be happen in the moment, don know is the true or not? may be i should really brave to face it... if not something happen myself also cannot control... what kind of technique can i use to? is that i still have some secret technique to protect my feeling?

that is really complicated for me...

the hurt i will never forget

today is the first day we broke up... she agree that to give me time to recover and success to the business. i admit that i really bad to her since she together with me. i hope i can make something to her. i really feel the tears, when i driving, take a bath, stand infront of lift, why i don wan tell her the truth.....
i always blame myself what i doing to hurt her.... successful and strong man. can i be? can i make it?

i really love u.....

什么东西都变了

在恋爱的我已经有10 年了。。 真爱假爱我都体会到，什么开心什么伤心也懂了。 她已经变了

萬年弧寂

萬年弧寂

曲詞：側田主唱：李克勤

岩石上種花 明白你愛他弧寡
栽一朵開不出的花
手中得一堆沙 來伴你守寡
遙望你對他死心塌地 愛到體質變差
我的寂寞又何價？
八十歲後你沒有婚紗 我給為你送出一束嗎？
可惜你話非他不嫁
如果有生日期 等多一百歲亦等待你
未曾害怕這天與地 潾為蒸氣 HA.....
人海太少傳奇
相親不相愛 無需道理
你別嫌棄 讓我花光心血開導你
關心你 欣賞你 珍惜你 等不到你
遺憾未夠多 難道你要看清楚
跟他分開的小風波
追憶一些悲歌 還是沒結果
來為你對他祝福慶賀 我會很好過麼？
有天日月亦殘破
哪日再沒有綠野山坡 你遷居到水星孤單過
始終你亦不喜歡我
如果有生日期 等多一百歲 亦等待你
未曾害怕這天與地 潾為蒸氣 HA.....
如果你走過哀悼期
直到白髮更雪白才嬉戲
未來日記大概他誘惑已不甚美
只需我 呼吸到 一口氣始終愛你

still waiting her..... :)

没心情